For most of my life I have felt that I was out on the outside, trying to look in. I began searching for my purpose just after my father passed. Even after finding my purpose, I struggled to find good work that utilized my purpose and made a difference in the world. In 2018, I found myself in a debilitating, emotionally abusive, relationship. By 2019, I was able to break free of the relationship, but not without a fight. It was then that I decided to stop diminishing my gifts because now I have been called to the front of the room. For the last 2 years, my spirit guides have been working with me to alchemize all the disappointments, heartbreaks and trauma. Now I see how the tools I have been given to help me cope and connect to the Divine can be used to alchemize heartbreak.